Happy new year, guys!

The holidays are  over and so is the year. Cannot believe how fast it has gone by. 

A new year is kind of a new page, a fresh start, and at the end of every year, like most of us, I try to analyse how the year turned out, so I can make sure to do everything in my power to make the next year even better. Was the past year everything I hoped it would be? It honestly never is for me, as in some aspecs of life we win, in others we might lose, and even though it might hurt and it might be dissapointing, I have learnt that it is completely fine and actually unavoidable. 

I believe sometimes when we live our day-to-day lives, we feel like we are not achieving anything if the day before was not much different from today. We want changes to happen overnight and get frustrated, if they don't. We don't really notice all of the changes we've made and challenges we've overcome... but it we widen the scope..

When I think back on 2017, I am actually surprised on how many big changes I've faced. I can say in all honesty, that this year I've focused more on my career and less on relationships. At the start of the year, I got a new job. In the beginning of December I changed jobs again, however still remaining in the same company, just moving to a different department and job role- a level up, I'd say. I'm supposedly also the youngest person in my department, so that is pretty cool. I ended my relationship of 6 years, still managing to remain friends with the person, and I also got my first rental apartment and am living completely alone for the first time ever! These are all quite big changes I would say! 

Even though there were quite good, life-changing, things happening in 2017, there were still many unfortunate things that happened and also some things I wanted to achieve, but didn't - like graduating uni, getting my driver's licence, travelling and being more active on my blog and other social media outlets, so I guess 2018 has to be the year for all of that! I've also felt more lost in myself this year than ever before. I've been trying to get back the aspects of me I've been quietly losing over the past years. I think so many of us face the same issue, especially after going though a break-up.

However, I believe that if the place I am today is better than last year, I can consider the year an overall success, and I do believe, that I am a little bit happier with where I am in my life today, than where I was a year ago. 

This year I'm making sure to stay humble and grateful for all that I have. Trying new things, keeping a goal in sight and always going one step closer to achieving my dreams. I am young, there are so many things I want to achieve in life and things I want to experience, so what better time to do it then now!?

How was your year? What are you most excited about in 2018?


Here are some of the pictures I shot with my sister while back home. I guess you can all figure out the reason, or at least one of the reasons, why I fell ill a few days later.. It is so clear that I just cannot accept the climate I live in, need some sun and palmtrees asap!
I'm wearing my houndstooth blazer from H&M. This blazer is pretty much sold out already, but there are tons of similar ones around. As a huge fan of oversized blazers, I obviously got a bigger size in this one as well. There is not much going on in this outfit colour-wise, so I'm adding a little some-some with the printed tee, distressed jeans and gold details.

Blazer - H&M
T-Shirt - Mango (old)
Bag - Mango
Jeans - Zara (old)
Boots - Zara (old)
Watch - Daniel Wellington
Jewelry - Parfois


Armsad sõbrad, tahaksin kellelegi teist loosida välja kingipaki, mis sisaldab üle 100€ väärtuses tooteid igale maitsele. 
Suurepärane võimalus teha pühadejärgne kingitus endale või kellelegi armsale. 

Kingiloosi sisu ja osalemise tingimused on välja toodud allpool!

Loosimine on lõppenud! 

Maybelline Vivid Matte Liquid (30 Fuchia Ecstasy)
Maybelline Vivid Matte Liquid (35 Rebel Red)
NYX Liquid Suade (Amethyst)
Maybelline huulepulk (886 Berry Bossy)
Maybelline huulepulk (882 Fiery Fuchsia)

Garnier Honey Mask
Garnier Aqua Mask
Maybelline Fit Me Matte + Poreless (shades 115 / 120 / 130)
Bioderma Shine-Control Moisturiser 

River Island kaelakee
Oriflame The One No Compromise Mascara
Oriflame Giordani Gold kollektsioon Radiant Clomplexion Cream Stick (Coral Glow)
Lush vannipomm 
NYX Jumbo Eye Pencil (622A Electric Blue)


Hey everyone! Hope you are doing well!

It's been quite a while since my last post, hasn't it..? 

Since the last time we talked, a lot has happened. Here's a quick overview - I had me vacation and celebrated me 23rd birthday with my friends. We had such an amazing time, the night ended around 5 a.m. and I am super happy I decided to celebrate it afterall. I also got myself a pretty exciting gift, which you will see very soon. 

The day after the birthday celebration I went back home, as the last time I was there, it was Midsummer day.. Didn't do much there however, just spent time with my sisters and my nieces. Also, since I don't have anyone in Tallinn to shoot with, I took the chance and did a quick shoot too - I'll share the pictures in upcoming post.

One of the biggest changes recently is that with the beginning of December, I started at a new position, which I'm very excited about. Of course the most annoying thing had to happen too - I got sick. I've been ill for more than a week now, going to work every day, and I honestly cannot wait to feel like a person again. I am overall a quite healthy person, but I feel like in recent months, things are not that good anymore. I'm currently struggling with a cold, which in our climate is pretty much the default setting, but also absolutely every little noise gives me a headache. Last weekend I got a fever and my eyes swell up as if I'd been drinking for a month straight. Sounds super nice, right? :D 

Lastly, don't mean to shock you, but already next week, it's Christmas. Are you shocked? I AM! I'm very excited for Christmas this year though!  

So there were quick updates for now, hope you all are healthy and are having an awesome week!